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A week of reflection

This past weekend I had stressful time omg! But not just in my House but in many parts of the world had different personal problems, in work, his goals, social life, march’s strikes, celebrations and more….

Well, I had a terrible headache and eye pain since past Thursday and all this past weekend (rest without the light from the TV and computer), this Tuesday I started to feel bit better, means I win my own Stress!

As I mentioned before, digital services have changed and are constantly changing a lot. A headache for many of us who use this to work or communication, even so we do not have assistants or secretaries or collaborators, that is, the problem sits on our shoulders and… we must solve it.

When I moving from Netbook to Laptop my files and programs was not easy, and I thought had lost my files and work (when I cannot see all them) so scary! Now I must adapt to new programs that the Laptop supports and does not accept what I used on my Netbook. Well, studying these new programs, and taking care of my files and work (in case something similar happens), and do not catch me in surprise again …. as it happened to me.
It’s not us old people who cannot use the digital system, it’s they want to make cybernetic everything but with so many errors, because it doesn’t give us an easy life, just chaotic.

Well, after almost solving my problem, the most important thing is to accept that we cannot fall into stress, oh yes!
It is so easy to say and so hard to do … Yes, I know it so well x
The only thing what I can tell you, is please not to fall into depression/anxiety/nervousness and bad mood it happen something like this to you, and Internet signal is so slowly in all these weeks omg … Please, everything has its solution, just calm down x
Calm and harmony, we will in this current Modernity (called cybernetic), what is not very great just more problematic in anyway.

Well, in this modernity life it wasn’t just my own problem, we also saw many things in the world (strikes, protests, events and more), yeah it is to be modernity accept to some people, but others thinking “what going happening?!” and, others it is a cerebral chaos to accept that illogical thing what happen ….

I’m not homophobic“, but calling modernity the demonstration of shameless perversion and violence impose like bullying, is not something logical or nice to me as for many others who look at this horror circus in our society modern.
The gay party has always been a Carnival of many colours, glitter and bright costumes in any place of the World. But this 2022 was not beautiful just make us scary, becoming more and more horror pervert thing, than a beautiful parade festival … Where sadism, perversion, aggressiveness in their costumes has caught the attention of many and has made us feel a tremor of fear seeing them walk on the streets like animals in search of their prey or showing they are there …
I respect the sexual ideology of each one of us, we have Free Will of heavenly God. Respect is important in any society, but respect from both sides, not just from one side. Being gay is the choice of the individual person in his mature age, but please cannot rape another to make him feel gay, or impose from childhood to be transvestites as a new generation of modernity even in young people to mix his sexuality like playing with a costume. Can’t bully if someone or young person doesn’t accept this sexual type of not like party to have sex with both sexes sorry this is not modernity way is just the own way what them want, and needed being respect like respect the own mind of hetero sexuality person. Can’t mocked or hate non-gay couples or woman who was born with natural ovaries (is nature born women or men) is a choose in mature age if someone want change his sexuality without impose or teaching to change it needed being natural in every human, likewise we can’t mocked who chose to be gay too.

But, what a show of horror and perversion is not suitable for children and for our society, maybe in a private party, but on the streets …

Walking in the streets proving to be in search of their prey, is not a pleasant show …

How many predators hide under a costume, and how many children fall for their lies, because the child has a good angelic soul, that’s how they are born … This is not a game, please!

In this modernity society, many can not talk about this or express what thinking or feel, because World Organizations support it with untouchable laws, but what happen with the people heterosexual mind and life? We not want being gay, we not want our children or family being impose mind to change his sexuality …

Pushed to accept the modernity people with a non-logical ideology, a disguised perversion, an unreal lie, what keeps chained in the end of this game, see how the little ones are teaching in their schools were children are controlled what to say, speak, think and doing …

Many youth and adult people (with a lack of self-esteem and personality), fall into this game of bullying to feel accepted in that social group that they believe is wise modernity, but they only chain themselves to follow like the others and lose themselves in maybe a way what not want do it …

But, others watch this carnival of glitter, colours and costumes, just watch without insulting without mock and without following them, because they broke their chains, and live their own lives with respect to the others.
Because it is our free will to choose for ourselves and our family the best or the worst without any pushed us …

We have lived in coexistence with our different cultures, races, ideas, cultures, history and sexuality. Respecting others and caring our children …. Why this Modernity want to impose chaos and imposition? When modernity should be an easier, more harmonious and cybernetic life.

Be what you want to be, without anyone pushing you without believing you will be accepted for doing this, just being what you want to be

Highlight the 7 colours of the Chakra in your mind, heart, soul and body, to surround yourself with positive energies, this is the colours of the Rainbow.


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  1. Reblogged this on My Blog and commented:

    “One cannot always tell what it is that keeps us shut in, confines us, seems to bury us, but still one feels certain barriers, certain gates, certain walls. is all this imagination, fantasy? ….”

    Hi Amadriadi
    Thanks for the follow (+ the ‘likes'(s)
    Happy blogging/writing and all the best with your blog
    “early bird sleepy-head” craig (in “Sleepy Hollow”)
    “It always seems impossible…
    until it gets done!”
    – Nelson Mandela
    You CAN…if you THINK you can

    “Put your fears behind you and your dreams in front of you…always.”

    Best wishes from the First City to see the light


    Don’t worry about the world ending today
    it’s already tomorrow in scenic and tranquil ‘little’ New Zealand

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